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hey guys, i havent posted in so lobng, my blog seems so neglected and boring, i dont really have any excuses for not posting other than laziness,forgetfulness and erm, laziness again. im going to try and post atleast three blogs a week from now on, but thats not a promise so please try not to expect a lot from me!
im pleased to see the little fishes on the side of my blog have not died from lak of foo, after this post i plan to cover their little pond thing with food.
i have good news people, ive finnished all of my exams and handed in all of my coursework on time! now i just have to wait until august 23rd to revieve my results! another piece of good news i have is me and Rahis will have been together for one whole year on july 16th. this is my longest relationship so far an i fully intend to marry this beautiful human being, dont worry i am not going to go into any soppy lovey dover romance bull shit as that is simply not my style! thats all the good news i have if im being honest, ive reconected abit with old friends, but that just made me realise how much things have changed, i feel as though i have become a completely ifferent person to who i really am, i dont know what to do anymore if im being honest.
anyways, enough about my life, ive noticed alot of girls around my age (15-18) have started to become young mothers, dont get me wrong i have nothing against them,my mum had me when she was 17 and i love a baby myself, but realistically is it the best option? your still living at home with your parents, you dont have a job or any alevel qualifications, what can you give to this child? sure you can love him/her but love wont buy it clothes and food, and if you have to ask your parents for money to help bring the chld up you clearly shoulnt have one, i honestly have nothing against you young mothers, just if i had a child now, id give it up for adoption, then someone could give it all the things that i couldnt, id want my child to have a perfect life even if i couldnt give them that, thats why i intend to wait till i have a stable job and a happy mariage untill i reproduce my minature evil genius'.
another thing that u wanted to speak about is prom, my prom was on the 28th of june 2012, im not gonna lie, i didnt have an amazingly super fun day, i had an okay day, i did some sheesha, had some fun, chilled in a limmo etc, i DID NOT drink, as i am a good girl. the reason my day wasnt ssuper fantastic was i did not like the way i looked at all, ill upload a picture for everyone to see, dont get me wrong i dont think i look ridiculously ugly, just fat, im so concerned about my weight at the moment..
oh and here is me an my beautiful boyfriend, he told me for three weeks he wasnt aloud to come to prom, so i spent 3 weeks worrying about him being unhappy on the day et, then right n the middle of the day, he waltzes over to me, in a suit like "hello baby" i was so excited to see him i actually screamed a little bit, oh and his excuse for pretending to not come was to make me happy, which to be honest worked, he suprised me by being there and my day that whole lot better!
well fellow bloggers, i will try to post again on monday night! no promises! love you all.